sickness over and over!

so sad..i am sick again...
i am really lazy to write in Chinese this day..
consider Chinese as a complicated thing now..
there are alot of issue that u cant bring out..
yet..u still need to face it...and the fact is..people dont event care at all!!!!!!!!!!
what a wow!!!!
orite...topic is i am sick..
i am sick for the whole week..
today was getting better...
but i dont think i still have the real voice of mine..
is totally different now...
i manage to make it better by drinking more water..
but it doesn't seem like work.somemore getting worst now..
as i heard what the doctor told me..
is all about the sinus problem.
it might not cure..
it just can be control...
so what all those operation is just a waste..
ok...save up all those time and money..
of course..
the doctor is clever too..i paid for all this information...
RM68 for consultation and also medicine..
what all those medicine is just those asthma ,cough and so on so on...
actually i think those medicine quite cheap...
but the consultation charge alot..
hahah..anyway..thank you anson,sean and soh alot...
they are the one who bring me to the clinic and my dinner on that day too..
accident somemore...excited and funny..
this is my friend..
hahah...i am happy..
ohhhh...i just realise i skip alot of class this day..
hhahah...ehhhh..
i have my mc okay...
the medicine is really make u sleepy..
i am sleepy now...
going to take a rest..AGM later..
sign!!!

回来了！

好久没写了。。哈哈
每次都说着一样的话。。
也对啦。。我有时真的有点懒惰要来更新。。
最近生活还好吧。。
就是混混着过。。
开始很不喜欢去上课。。。
尤其一些感觉大我不多的讲师。。
说话的怪怪的。。不明白。。
身体就是很有问题。。
不懂呃。。
每天好像晕晕的。。脑缺氧。。
哈哈。。看出来吗。。我要傻了。
最近对一些人特别失望。。
以为会一起的。。
结果的结果。。
我不想了。。
还是一个人的快乐。。
以前的那个人。。
她是特产品。。
给的回忆实在是没话说。。
管它的。。
我看不起就对了。。
那女孩。。有一天会理解的。。
人总是要长大的。。
就磨练一下。。她过后会明白的。。
我才不在乎你现在对我有什么看法。。
因为你对我的生命也没影响。。
最近忙学会的事
发现。。很多人的办事效率有问题。。
不是说我的好。。而是囔着说改革的人。。
却又有点却步。。
该怎么说我也不懂。。心知道。。




this part is purposely for you..tiri..
i know that u wont understand any single word if i wrote in chinese..
haha~~
i am happy to be ur friends..
we will happy with what we choose to be..
and ..
pls always remember..
i care about you too..
you really a good one..
like what i did before...'will never change..
*heart you*

the last word from me to you...my bao bei

bao bei...this will be the last blog from me to you...
i was so hurt and sad when i get to know...
lastly..you were really fall in love with the girl...
but from the way you talk...the way you tell me...
i can feel that you are really happy with the girl..
no matter what happen...
i hope you happy from now..to forever...
my heart will always there for you..
i will leave your life from now until the day you need me ..
my phone will always there for you...

don't ask about my life then..
because i will just said...
i would really take a long time to back to the normal life like before...
i think the time i need is forever....
love was just freak me out...
i cant take the risk to be hurt by someone or whatever anymore...

i hope you understand...
i did really care what you feel and what you trying to be...
you will always stay in my heart...
no matter what you are..
i really love you so much..

no matter you will look in this or not...
i would like to say....
i was spend the time for you...
and it will be the memory...in my mind forever...
bao bei...li kai ni...wo zhen de hao bu yuan yi...
ke shi que you si na me nan jie sou..ni ai shang ta le..
zai jian le...wo de babo bei owi lin yik ching..love

back to life!

orite...actually is a tough job fro me to write a long blog in English..
but who care..at least i try for this ..
anyway...back from hometown to kl..
feel so good..because this show that is time to learn and fun again..
i was just move into my new house in hometown..
quite fun and interesting...anyone of you...
if you wanted to have a trip to my home..
you are so welcome..but for sure..talk with me before that...
heheh...well...new semester..
i was planning to graduated in the next semester...
but whoa i get to know is...
my result was drop quite a lot..whatever...
i really need to put much more effort for this semester...
i cant afford any drop anymore...i refused to get bad result when i graduate so so much..
wakaka...Chinese society ...
again..meeting...ohh yea..pop out with a really accidentally mini size concert..
erm...is actually a sign plus singing concert...run for one hours...
and we just have not more then two week to finish this...
this was a gift from ex-commitee...
actually we don't mean to blame anyone in this second..
because it show so so clear...
no point to do so in this second...what we have to do is solve it..
right..then we will get the respect!!!wwo!!!!
anyway...everything was going...
i think is consider smoothly... but my body was so sick...
yep...just so sick....
hope everything was just so there for us to complete~
bless~~

很烦

很烦。。
怎么办。。
快要毕业了。。。
要去哪里读。。？
可以去吗。。？
要把毕业提前吗。。？
要冒险吗。。？
有点担心。。
也很害怕。。
如果做错了决定。。
我的一辈子。。
就完了。。。
好想找个能聊天的人。。
好好说出心中的话。。
一个人。。
快烦死了。。
好累啊。。

最近的我。。

不知道最近发生什么事。。
我对什么事。。
都没有太大的感觉。。
甚至是成绩很烂。。
我都只是苦笑了一些。。
说。。人生都是起起伏伏的。。
忽然很多事情。。
以前都还好的。。
忽然变得很讨厌。。。
不知道为什么。。
不是讨厌。。
而是觉得。。
为什么是这样。。
为什么。。
就是有人不懂很简单的道理。。
难道不能听听别人说吗。。？
难道还没有必要面对的事情。。
就不需要或时间去了解吗。？
我真的不理解。。
我有时真的很想说。。
你的生活是你的。。
请你自己做决定。。
什么都要问人。。
你到底自己的感觉。。
在哪？？
为什么。。
每次都要到过去了。。
才来说。。本来因该怎样。。
门都没有。。。
很讨厌。。。
最后说。。本来本来的人。。。
什么本来。。。。
早说。。。就没有所谓的如果。。。
好累。。。笨笨的人。。
让人很累。。。也很累人。。

limited edition!

thx thx thx!!
thx god!!
now i get to know..
for how long myself to change to a new life..
forget with the past..
all those past sweet thing..and yet...there are more hurt..
i get to know how stupid to care a person that never care bout myself..
ohh...
this is so owwwuuu!!
i fl so good in this second..
i would like to run in naked..
in this second!!!
wakakka..
of course..
this is just a joke..
lol..==^^**
just try to show how excited i am ...
lastly,thanks god because i get to know the last thing..
i hate lala!!!!thatz all kind of seafood!!
yummy yummy yummy...
for times square..
fuck it off!!!
ohhh yea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am such a limited edition...
respect!!