the last word from me to you...my bao bei

bao bei...this will be the last blog from me to you...
i was so hurt and sad when i get to know...
lastly..you were really fall in love with the girl...
but from the way you talk...the way you tell me...
i can feel that you are really happy with the girl..
no matter what happen...
i hope you happy from now..to forever...
my heart will always there for you..
i will leave your life from now until the day you need me ..
my phone will always there for you...

don't ask about my life then..
because i will just said...
i would really take a long time to back to the normal life like before...
i think the time i need is forever....
love was just freak me out...
i cant take the risk to be hurt by someone or whatever anymore...

i hope you understand...
i did really care what you feel and what you trying to be...
you will always stay in my heart...
no matter what you are..
i really love you so much..

no matter you will look in this or not...
i would like to say....
i was spend the time for you...
and it will be the memory...in my mind forever...
bao bei...li kai ni...wo zhen de hao bu yuan yi...
ke shi que you si na me nan jie sou..ni ai shang ta le..
zai jian le...wo de babo bei owi lin yik ching..love

back to life!

orite...actually is a tough job fro me to write a long blog in English..
but who care..at least i try for this ..
anyway...back from hometown to kl..
feel so good..because this show that is time to learn and fun again..
i was just move into my new house in hometown..
quite fun and interesting...anyone of you...
if you wanted to have a trip to my home..
you are so welcome..but for sure..talk with me before that...
heheh...well...new semester..
i was planning to graduated in the next semester...
but whoa i get to know is...
my result was drop quite a lot..whatever...
i really need to put much more effort for this semester...
i cant afford any drop anymore...i refused to get bad result when i graduate so so much..
wakaka...Chinese society ...
again..meeting...ohh yea..pop out with a really accidentally mini size concert..
erm...is actually a sign plus singing concert...run for one hours...
and we just have not more then two week to finish this...
this was a gift from ex-commitee...
actually we don't mean to blame anyone in this second..
because it show so so clear...
no point to do so in this second...what we have to do is solve it..
right..then we will get the respect!!!wwo!!!!
anyway...everything was going...
i think is consider smoothly... but my body was so sick...
yep...just so sick....
hope everything was just so there for us to complete~
bless~~

很烦

很烦。。
怎么办。。
快要毕业了。。。
要去哪里读。。？
可以去吗。。？
要把毕业提前吗。。？
要冒险吗。。？
有点担心。。
也很害怕。。
如果做错了决定。。
我的一辈子。。
就完了。。。
好想找个能聊天的人。。
好好说出心中的话。。
一个人。。
快烦死了。。
好累啊。。

最近的我。。

不知道最近发生什么事。。
我对什么事。。
都没有太大的感觉。。
甚至是成绩很烂。。
我都只是苦笑了一些。。
说。。人生都是起起伏伏的。。
忽然很多事情。。
以前都还好的。。
忽然变得很讨厌。。。
不知道为什么。。
不是讨厌。。
而是觉得。。
为什么是这样。。
为什么。。
就是有人不懂很简单的道理。。
难道不能听听别人说吗。。？
难道还没有必要面对的事情。。
就不需要或时间去了解吗。？
我真的不理解。。
我有时真的很想说。。
你的生活是你的。。
请你自己做决定。。
什么都要问人。。
你到底自己的感觉。。
在哪？？
为什么。。
每次都要到过去了。。
才来说。。本来因该怎样。。
门都没有。。。
很讨厌。。。
最后说。。本来本来的人。。。
什么本来。。。。
早说。。。就没有所谓的如果。。。
好累。。。笨笨的人。。
让人很累。。。也很累人。。

limited edition!

thx thx thx!!
thx god!!
now i get to know..
for how long myself to change to a new life..
forget with the past..
all those past sweet thing..and yet...there are more hurt..
i get to know how stupid to care a person that never care bout myself..
ohh...
this is so owwwuuu!!
i fl so good in this second..
i would like to run in naked..
in this second!!!
wakakka..
of course..
this is just a joke..
lol..==^^**
just try to show how excited i am ...
lastly,thanks god because i get to know the last thing..
i hate lala!!!!thatz all kind of seafood!!
yummy yummy yummy...
for times square..
fuck it off!!!
ohhh yea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am such a limited edition...
respect!!

有感而写

又是一个好久没写了。。
最近。。
一样忙。。
感情生活。。
是白纸。。
不敢爱了。。
再爱。。
只有受伤。。
每天看着你。。

放着她的照片。。
口里说着爱他。。
还不小心发错简讯。

一个那么熟习的名称。。
却又是那么的陌生。。
因为。。
那个人。。
那封简讯。。
不再是发给我了。。
而是你。。
心里爱着的那个她。。
眼泪流的那刻。。
你懂了什么。。
一个人的夜里。。
寂寞缠上我。。
感觉死神快来带我走了。。
带走的。。
是灵魂和心跳

没有心理准备

好久没写。。
没有多的时间。。也没有心情。。
不知道。。可能真的太忙了吧。。
怎么说呢。。
学期要结束了。。
我也快忙死了。。
想哭。。
哎。。
怎么说。。
我都乱了。。
为什么。。
你的一通电话。。
可以让我对自己本来的生活。。
变的一点都不确定。。
为什么。。
你就是能打乱我的生活。。
很不确定。。
让我对一切都想放弃了。。
什么都不想做。。
你就好像我生命里的毒药。。
明明知道。。
吃了会死。。却又让人爱不释手。。
怎么办。。
我对现在的每一切。。
都好不确定。。
再一次。。
我失去了方向。。。